Rindu tak tertuang – part 5.

“I know it’s hard to believe the people when they said ‘i know what you feel’ but, i actually know how you feel. You see..I was seeing someone back in London, we worked for the same newspaper and i found out that he was seeing another girl Sarah, from the circulation department on the 19th floor. Turned out that, he wasn’t in love with me, like i thought.

What i’m trying to say is, I understand the feeling as small as insignificant human’s soul. And it’s no matter how many new haircuts you get or gym you join or how many shots of your drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how…you could have misunderstood. and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy? and sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door…

And after all of that, how ever long or that maybe you go someone new..and you might be believe again make you feel well again. and a little pieces of your soul finally comeback. and all that fuzzy stuff, these years of your life that you wasted..that will eventually begin to fade.”


*adopted from dialogue of The Holiday Movie. When Kate Winslet trying to understand Jack feeling. My best part.


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